So I bought this book afte rmy last appointment and have been reading it since. Gives me a feeling that my "crazy" feelings and thoughts I have are normal. Makes me feel better about being so unsure of this pregnancy. Wanted to pass it along to all of you in case anyone was interested in reading. Covers m/c, stillbirth and infant death and infertility issues r/t pregnancy. Also its written by a women who had a son who was born still so its not like a medical text.

Pregnancy after a loss: A guide to pregnancy after a miscarriage, stillbirth or infant death.
By Carol Cirulli Lanham
ISBN:0425170470

Thanks I am going to the book store today so I am gonna look for it.

Thanks Sheena. I am going to go to amazon right now to get it. Maybe it will help answer some of my concerns/worries about getting pregnant again.

thanks for passing it along!

Thanks so much for the info.

 I have that book as well. I liked it a lot. It helped me think about feelings I might have with my next pregnancy. I think it will help me not freak out so much when all of those feelings come out. At least I will know I'm not alone.