IT'S A BFP!  IT'S A BFP!!!!!  Everyone was right!  (I hate that)  We weren't trying this month.  It was in the back of our mind because we knew we would have a procedure and start chlomid right after my next visit from AF.  I was waiting and waiting for her so we could get started on that.  She never showed.  We're at CD30 with high temps since CD18 and some low spikes for a couple of days.  I don't even think that DH and I were together during "the right time".  BUT IT WORKED!!!    Okay, now it's time to chill out because it's only one test so far.  BUT IT WAS BFP! 

 Okay, I couldn't hold that in all day at work so...  I should be good for a little bit (about 5 minutes)! 

OMG, that's so great! Good luck!!!!!!!!

Thank you!  :o)  I raced to the store to get more tests (and a baby bib that says "my dad is the greatest") and then raced home.  Another BFP!  I think we finally did it!  I would like to scream it to the world, but I also know the other very real and ugly thing that's still out there.  I've had a m/c before.  It was terrible.  Things that race through my head are... will it happen again?  With all of my issues, am I at an even higher risk than I was before?  All we can do is pray and wait.  Now the biggest thing will be to keep my very stressful job in check.  That will be interesting.  Oooh!  I'm so excited!!!  :o)

Stay positive and take things one day at a time! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

keep us posted!

Congrats!! Happy and healthy 9 months!

Enjoy your "baby high" Its the worlds best, I wish you and your family all the happieness and joy.

Soak it all up, put your feet up and relax.

When is your due date?

Dana Lu

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Thank you!  We're off to the DR tomorrow morning so we'll see what happens.  I have no idea how far along I am.  Could be 1 month or it could be 2 months.  DH and I are very excited!  I'll let you know how it goes. 

CONGRATULATIONS! I've seen you on here and know that you've been wanting this for so long, I am so excited for you that it has happened. How did your Dr's appt go? Haven't seen anything since, I pray everything is ok and you and baby are healthy.

Thank you!  My first appointment went well though it was surprisingly different than I thought it would be.  They didn't do any lab work like I thought they would.  We went back on Monday for an ultrasound because we're trying to determine a due date.  The ultrasound was "inconclusive" so we will be waiting until July 2nd for another ultrasound to determine our due date.  So far the symptoms haven't been so bad.  I'm mainly just tired or I get wore out easily.  No morning sickness...yet.  Strange repetitive dreams!  The most frustrating dream I'm having now is that I'm going too fast in my car and am about to hit the car in front of me.  I spin out of control (and am in the process of rolling over in bed) and wake up.  When I fall back asleep, I do it all over again.  All night long.  Night after night. 

After having a previous m/c everything makes me nervous.  Especially the lack of pregnancy symptoms.  I realize that every pregnancy is different but it still makes me nervous that I don't have morning sickness or that I might not have been as hungry today or didn't have to go to the bathroom that often.  I wonder if there's something wrong with the baby.  I want to be happy that I don't have morning sickness.  I'd like to skip down the street shouting that to the roof tops after past experiences with it.  But, it worries me that I don't have it.  Why is it that we as mothers feel the need to live in this psychotic frenzie?  :o)  Someone could make a lot of money finding a solution to that!

Anyway, it's time to get some rest.  One more day of work left to survive this week...  Thank you for your prayers!  I know they help!

I understand how you feel, I had two miscarriages before my daughter was born, and with them had no signs or symptoms, then when I got pregnant with her, I was sick from day 1 til about 13 weeks, so this time around I expected the same thing, nothing, I was tired but that was about it, so I thought something was defintiely wrong, but everything turned out fine, I'm currently 35 weeks with my son! Good luck, I will keep you in my prayers, please let us know how your appt goes next week. I have one the same day, so I'll be thinking of you!